谢绝: to refuse politely...
难处: trouble, difficulty, problem...
毒: poison, to poison, poisonous, malicious, cruel, fierce, narcotics...
嘛: modal particle indicating that sth is obvious, particle indicating a pause for emphasis...
分赃: to share the booty, to divide ill-gotten gains...
测量: survey, to measure, to gauge, to determine...
盼望: to hope for, to look forward to...
仇恨: to hate, hatred, enmity, hostility...
绝对: absolute, unconditional...
竞技: competition of skill (e.g. sports), athletics tournament...
